today, is one of the best days ever. ____________________________________
not in a sense that im happy cos stuff had happened or because people made me happy,
but it's seriously a break fom the stressing examinations where i get to sit by my computer listening to beautiful korean songs like 'reason',
and at the same time folding roses and stars for various people.
it's totally satisfying and it's one of the days whereby i feel best when alone.
i didnt know it was such a joy to be alone.
seriously, i think i really needed this.
anyway there is a reason why im listening to korean themes, i need INSPIRATION
i need it to compose this song for doreen,
supposedly for her sis' birthday.
i love doing this kinda stuff and i hope it'll be okay.
haha, music! i love it.
speaking of it,
it has been long since i touched my piano.
i kinda miss it.
but i dont know what to play when im at it.
it's just the few normal pieces.
im getting broed of it, and i have no patience to learn another new song.
but i really want to.
i want to have my own different arrangements of nice songs
and i wanna write everything down.
i want to compose my own songs.
i want to arrange my own pieces.
i want to explore in depth into music.
i never knew i had such passion for music.
these korean pieces really amaze me.
how exquisite and lovely it would get.
but once i embarked on it,
it's no other than normal chords 1,4,5.
i cant seem to get anything else out of it.
i really ought to stop giving up on things i really want to do, halfway.
it's unhealthy.
i should really start.