19, the mess.












Sunday, May 14

i dont know who you're talking about..
but it makes me feel really guilty.
it makes me feel like it's me you're talking about.
call me over-sensitive.
but i still wanna say what i'd like to.
and i hope you'll see this.

these days yes, i feel that we've drifted. alot.
we havent been studying together for long..
havent been talking for long.
remember after cat high invest last year?
remember oac/ltc?
there are too many things to 'remember' that i can list out here.
but i feel we're going separate ways..
especially after leaders' invest, after oac 06..
too many things had been happening..
and i feel i'm losing you. im starting not to understand you.
it's really quite sad.
i feel like hiding in the toilet and cry.
things arent going right.
but i know we still mean alot to each other.
we just need time to get together and talk.. right?
i promise you
our friendship wont be something i'll forget
it'll be always there, noone can take it away from me.
you know, this means a whole load to me.
it really does.
i know you understand.
let's meet up soon okay.
we'll talk. we'll get drunk by green tea. we'll leave school at 7pm. we'll walk out of school when the sky's already dark. we'll study in the pr. we'll walk around school and laugh at random stuff (kop-ed from her). we'll tease each other about... (: we'll go out. we'll go to your house and come to my house. we'll laugh like we never did before. we'll go to pp macs. we'll hang on macnet.
yes yes?
i still love you like i always did.

and ALL of you as well (:
i hope, it''ll fall in place..
soon.

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