happy birthday charmian, had fun at your place just now x) ____________________________________
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the whole world's like toppling.
i cant hang on to it anymore.
not only me.
it's people around me.
making change your catalyst?
tough.
but no i shall jsut be happy with whatever's behind me
and now that's happening shant be part of the plan.
HAHA, self denial?
not at all.
CONVINCING myself.
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i stopped studying hard.
i wasnt at all in the first place.
clara let's just study tmr and forget about going out.
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i had enough of beautiful memories
i ought to just stop.
simply enough,
i dont think i can suffer any more blows.