oac 06'. ____________________________________
what should i say?
it was a blast, definitely.
but however, it was the end of everything. the end.
i feel like stopping there.
i know if i blogged yesterday i would sound much happier.
everything once again proved my stand.
which i dont think there is a need to say it here right now, oh well.
OALs 2005-2006.
i love you so much!
sher, sining, malita, khong, dhilshad, zhenluan, evelyn, malina, faizah.
you people light up my life (:
it was last year that will stay with me forever.
190205. the memories reduced me to tears. of JOY.
pp macs.
INSTRUCTORS DANCE.
everything everything everything.
OAC 05, LTC 05, OAC 06.
i cant explain the wonderful things we can ever share.
i quote shermaine
'I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS CAMP'
quote myself.
'i want the world to know how much i love the memories. how much i wanna cry. how much i stare at the pictures and think, it's all over.'
i dont know how much of this year we had actually shared.
but last year was the blast. :)
i cant explain how i feel now.
life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
i'll be there when the world stops turning
i'll be there when the storm is through
in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you :)
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but now, it's ALL OVER.
all over.
i dont know when can we ever ever go to my playground anymore.
go to pp macs and make noise like monkeys anymore.
stay back in school and do nice dance.
walk out of the school holding a can of green tea pretending we're drunk.
sit in the bus and sing songs like we're in kbox.
eat in the dining hall and comment on the campers.
talk about the instructors. gossip gossip (:
play pepsi cola.
POLAR BEAR.
belay under the hot hot sun.
do sentry duty.
hug and cry in the 1st level empty corridor
telling each other
'hey, it's all over'
doing billi banja in the courtyard.
shouting and screaming in the courtyard as if we own the school with pairs of eyes staring.
SHOUT AND CHEER LIKE WE OWN THE WHOLE WORLD.
i have a thousand and one sentences i wanna say about leaders.
obstacles:
although ther had been some conflict
but i wont forget you guys
who accompanied each other thru these 6 days
together all the hot sun and hot hot sun.
getting red eyes and faces.
DRACULAS :)
the rest of you:
these 2 years.
being by my side, doing homework together, studying together, laughing and crying together.
remember the 10x50 heats last year? :)
shermaine: you're the other half of me. i told you one day in the foyer. remember? you're one of them on my fingers. :) i love you, and i'll always be there for you, silently or loudly, always, always.
sining: i love you. you're in jsg, you're my EZ LINK CARD. that what links me and you :) i love you like how you do. i thank you for the joy you've brought me these 6 years.
malita: tata, tata, tata. tuition! mavis :) i love you for everything. oac 05 campfire, i really will remember that moment forever. rmb linger? i cried. cuz i know you'll be in my heart forever.
dhilshad: you're my lovely dhilshad. you rock you know. i love you and sher and shinwei's milo. i love the 2am talk that day. you made me realise and see the beautiful light in the distant, in the days to come.
the others whom i've not mentioned, i really really love all of you as much. sorry i dont have time! ):
instructors 06.
you people are SO CUTE.
so lovely.
you did a great job. SMILE and all the best for LTC 06 and OAC 07.
hope you'd have memories like how we had.
which'll be worth remembering.
you worked really hard. :)
campers 06!
simple, HOPE YOU ENOJYED THE CAMP.
3N, congrats! :)
and now it's the end.
i'll still be reflecting.
there's still stuff to settle.
and right now, student leaders, work hard for leaders invest. im sure you'll make it :)
it'll be a blasttttt.
tim i havent forgot you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. :)
LOVE, nights.