19, the mess.












Saturday, March 25

i feel that i SHOULD reply your tags.
COS THEY'RE JUST SO HEARTWARMING!
i have so much to say to you all.

qixuan:
thanks so much! dont keep praising me! you never do you know! but haha, it's alright with me though. THANK YOU SO MUCH BUDDY! i love you. every single one of your comment matters to me! yep. thanks! the entry touched you? haha of course i would. it was from the bottom of my heart (: and hope you enjoyed leaders invest.

andre:
THANKYOU GUEST. hahah i told you to thank me for inviting you right? LOL! okay la, really glad you enjoyed it! didnt come for nth right? and get to see someone also. lol. HEE x)

sharron:
EH NO AH. nothing white could have came out of my mouth la! ahyo. hahah you anyhow anyhow one. lol! hope you enjoyed invest! liked your marching (:

zhenluan & sining:
I MISS IT COMM DAYS OH MAN I GOT SERIOUS WITHDRAWALS im like SO EMPTY.
it's like oac, it's like not wanting to return to reality, to school work, and the need to catch up on school work. sighh. anyway, LOVE YOU ZHENLUAN and SINING! we had so much fun video-studiong and photoimpacting. and all the late nights! thanks for staying up with me! x) sining thanks for staying over that day! it was fun (: and you are always so nice to your juniors. and yes! and im so happy (x

ruiwen:
YARH we purposely told her to pose like that she was so embarrased BUT it was so funny hehe (:

yuan:
hope to see you tomorrow! i dont know if it's on, cos clara's still recording, and it's so late alr. yup.

sher:
i have so much to tell you, but i wont go on here. SHER YOU ROCK!! you rock like nobody's business. THANKYOU for all the encouragements! without them we would have gone NO WHERE. (:

yusin:
you make a difference in my life yusin! yes. you owe me letter! i have loads to tell you. quite alot la. hahah. thankyou so much! although we dont talk often, but it doesnt matter! (:

faizah:
hahah chief why are you so funny. the photos are cute! you dont have to worry. lol! and thank you for ALL YOUR HELP on thursday la hoh? HAHAH ego pig lar you. funny bunny. hope you're loving the bag! and hope you enjoyed leaders invest alot alot! i know you did man. and you were so excited that you kept taking blur photos! hahah. (x love you too faizah!

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YES. thankyou seems to not have much of an impact
teach me another word
if not, i must THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING THAT WENT WELL. for everything that didnt go well, it was meant to be. but it was alright man!

EVERYONE who
TOLD me,
MSN-ed me,
SMS-ed me,
TAG-ed me,
all those constant encouraging words
all those nagging to sleep early
all those praises
all those lovely comments
i kept in ALL in my heartt x)

they ALL make a difference yeah, they all do.
therefore i HAVE to say this again, thank you.

cheerleading auditions today!
BOUGAI BOUGAI i love you!
we were so much more enthu today.
oh man. we can do it alright! it was fun, and crazy, and everything was finally in place.
just a little more synchronising, i little more enthusiasm, WE WILL BE THER.
all the way!

okay listen to me rant, everyone! ::

i feel so empty without leaders investiture
without all the deadlines to meet
all the rushing of videos and photos to be done
all the meeting up and discussing and
all the constant "jiayou jiayou IT COMM.."

yes. it had already became part of my life
now they tore it away from me.
although i knew it would happen
but it's difficult trying to adapt to my new environment
without you pcs,
without you it comm.

my new environment,
supposedly the everyday studying thing,
and the everyday revising thing
yes it sound so mugger
so act
so kiasu
BUT I MUST GO VJC.
yessssssss.
STUDYING IS BORING
THERE WONT BE AN MORE CHALLENGES IN MY LIFE HENCEFORTH
the days are over novabelle!
now it's time to get serious.

ARGHHH I HATE THIS.

jiayou everyone (:

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