19, the mess.












Saturday, February 11

o level results today.
i am soo sensitive,
to these three words.
they make me topple and crumble.
they make me twist and turn.
it's weird inside of me;
today i had this totally different feeling
i know there're people who care.
thanks yuwen. thanks jazzy. thanks chel. thanks thomas.

but i think i would just like to be alone.
to give me some time to thinkkkkk throughhh whatever needed to be thought through.

and yeah, i am dropping higher chinese.

that sentence sounded horrible.

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i have to start my studying plan soon.
no time to waste. cant afford to stop.
one A1 flew away.

life is beautiful right now.
despite the many setbacks this week,
especially the most recent one
but i do love everyone around me
i like what im going through right now

i know i know!
time is going to FLYY x)

did i tell you the void took my heart away, it did not return.
did i tell you it doesnt matter, it would be alright
did i tell you my childhood dream was charming.
did i tell you i realised, it wasnt in my reach.

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