19, the mess.












Sunday, February 19

"dont think so much."
"just wait."
wait, and it wont come!
nevermind.

i shall put it all down.
rest a little while.
then go full speed.
i shall study study study, psycho myself, and stop letting others manipulate my life.
stop listening to what others say about this.
i dont CARE and im going to start study for my o levels.
without any so called motivation.
if i cant do it then i'll call for help :)

in the mean time,
my dream is over.

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