19, the mess.












Friday, January 20

i realised it has been smashing me up and down.
good luck in my disappointments.

looking forward to MONDAY, then there's cny holidays, where i can start gambling my money away, winning back sheena benedict ong's 5 bucks! and celebrating this festive season.
while it's nice to have this little break in between stressing hours of school.

i realised a get angrier and angrier these days because this is not ME. i dont usually get angry! this is stupid. i'm so irritated now. so much so that i dont feel like studying tomorrow already. and that sucks cos im failing my bio. i need to get that damn thing right.

on A LIGHTER NOTE, ... actually, i cant think of anything lighter.
my mind is heavy like it's sinking too deep in.

that's not right! someone enlighten me.

or maybe if i start studying tmr my anger will vanish and therefore i can find a joy in studying.
HAHA, fat hope.

okay okay i should be a happy lil kid and not get angry nor depressed easily.
but first, i've to untangle this mess.

what an unbecoming entry.

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