i've waited one and a half years ____________________________________
i thought i could be happy again! no, but it has been cancelled once and again and again and again.
ahya no, this is not a big big matter, but it means alot to me. not many people knows.
it may seem stupid, but whatever.
so motivation is gone. i know i've let the posters in my room down. but really it isnt there anymore. what am i doing all my homework for? i wanna go to aeiq gathering. but now my group's not replying me, dont even know if they care lah. at least sher's going. i dont even want to ask my parents about diana's party, because i know i've to do my work soon. i mean finish them. but what, there's still revision. my god. i was supp to go ice skating tomorrow. but no, must do homework. tues' gone. wed, i dont know! staying over's totally out of the point. wth.
next week, i dont know. i just know i have to finish my homework. well but i know. i thought there would be motivation! but it's all gone. so how now? someone tell me.
well thankyou heeboon. you said i must finish my homework. then you must promise me too okay? bring me to ice skating!
why cant everything just fall in place?
i said give me some time,
but it's to figure things out.