19, the mess.












Monday, October 17

well maybe i should say thanks to that annonymous tag, that maybe i overlooked and neglected some's feelings at that point of time. if i really did, im sorry. it was fault on my part then. i just thought i could blog how i felt that time which was kinda horrible?
but i didnt realise it could affect others as well. whoever you are, its okay. if some of you know me well enough, i hate to offend and i dont really detest people to the core. nor do i like getting sarcastic and hurting remarks. im not trying to outwin you in this. but do you actually know what happened that i would say that? ngoh lum nei mm ji qua. yao hou qi mm guan nei si wor.
and yes i do treasure my friends. if i think they're disgusting in the first place, why would i stil talk to them? i do treasure their existance as my friend. but it turned out to be a backfire on me, which was the other way round that they did not treat me seriously as a friend, and therefore what i said abt them.

okay enough of explanation.

there's belay school tomorrow and im so excited. haha. and checking of all the papers are tomorrow (except for bio) and oh my its so scary.

and im continuing on my last two episodes of my favourite police show today. oh my it's gonne be over. then i'll have to wait for after o's till another new show comes along :)
i haven't started studying yet. today's day was all on checking papers and discussing diana' big event of december :) okay done.

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