19, the mess.












Thursday, May 12

okay. today had outing!
went out with clara diana liane fairuz janine and tasha.
hah!

celebrate after bio test.
BUT THERES STILL AM TEST ON MONDAY.
and have to pass up chem tomorrow.
BUT i dont wanna dooooo.
shit.

anyways. went to breeks. and turned the place upside down. kinda lah. haha. scream and shout. NO i mean the acid part. okay fine fairuz janine tasha that part of the table. clara diana liane and me were appalled. haha gosh.

on the way out from school diana had that contractor mood again. haha. while the rest of us stayed kinda momomo. gosh.

anyway chinese lesson today was SO NICE. but very touching. and sad. must really cherish everything we have now las. treasure every single thing in front of you.

oh we had intellectual banter on the car on the way back. about religion again! haha. :) so fun.

secret project: i dunno what.

shit i suddenly dunno what ta say. erm. okay. i must learn to give in and give up. when it's time to end it will. no point continuing. yes good (: it will not be right at that moment but it will be right as long as i live. have faith in myself. and i will not live to regret.

shit. i cant be momo.
:)

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