19, the mess.












Friday, October 29

i dunno lah. maybe i just have too much hope in 2h. well i see it as it's no1's fault lah. it's meant to be so let it be. what can we do? i wrote something on the board. i really wanna go fill the whole borad with stuffs. but anyway. i donno what ta say about this already. ok lah. doesnt mean a bad ending goes with bad memories. we still have good memories of us together isnt it? everything. throughout the 2 years. no matter saddening or happy. hardship or whatsoever. we've gone thru thick and thin. and that's thepart we'll always treasure. not the part where we must spend the last few min together. ya'll dont show it, we'll stil get it. impossible there's no feelings for each other through 2 years. we know ya'll will still be part of 2h in out hearts. forget about the quarelling. forget about everything. these arent the stuff we should hang on to. it's the process which is part of it. it's the memories. it's what we've gone through. the ending is jus a small part of it. so ppl, forget it. as long as we have the memory, whats there ta worry about? we dont show we're not bonded. but actually we are. in our hearts. (:

yuwen sheena jenn. this is for you. i love you guys. i really do. despite all the pangseh-ing. the quarelling and the misunderstandings, we;ll still be stuck together in our hearts. nothing can break us up aint it. sheena. dont think le. tonight you're going! rmb? hahaha. you ve been waving the ticket in front of me. it's all fair. i go le now ur turn. haha and make sure u make full use of the ticket ok. hahaha. scream louder. (x oook. take care alright. we wont wanna see ya like this. (: i'll miss ya. ilu. yuwen. ahya. think there's not much misunerstandings. haha. just think you're a great friend. can be super lame. can be super serious. haha. you've been ma good friend since the start of sec1 leh. hahas. take care yah. love you loads! jenn. haha. although sometimes we abit the bu he. but we're still good friends rite? rmb last time go mavis? hahahas. i'll always treasure the time spent with ya. hahaha. i'll miss ya. take care yah?

joc tkb phy li huiting livia potato cheryl. these ppl ar. hahahas. esp joc and tkb. super crappy and nice. joc is da damn cute girl who always manages to cheer ppl up lah. so ke-ai de. hahaha. although looks small sized and err. i dunno. hehe but she's super organised and can plan stuffs so efficiently like da chalet and c&t. lol. lei hoi dong mat yun tai malau!!!! (: tkb yay! you listen to canto. and you're so determined to learn canto. hahas. rocks! anyway you rock lah. super good friend. i'll miss the times spent with ya.. take care wor. phy ar. hahas. for ya is i share lotsa stuffs with ya. and yah. kinda fun to confide in ya actually. heh. thanks for the hugs when im down. aha. and all the encouragement. i reallyy appreciate them. (: da rest ar. not reallie close ta ya'll but do take care ok.

farhana. lol. sorry about ytd. im gonna take pic with ya sometime later yah? anyway. has been nice talking ta ya and telling ya stuffs. ahem. since i dunno when. hahaha started from you!! hahaha. ok lah jk. you take care. you know tt day i say until halfway den interrupted. sighs nvm. you take care ok! face you own problems bravely yah? be strong! heh. ya can do it (x i'll miss the times i share everything with you. love ya.

wenqi yongen peiting polly jinghan keli. all these are da super siao over chi-pop de. hahaha or maybe jinghan polly ba. but yeps. they make 2h more interesting an meaningful. hahhs (: ya'll tc.

[the rest - andrea bhavani yu-hsuan ceryn bianca lucie gurinder rebekah dayna gail maziah nadia nadirah liyana tingwei anitha siti sneha suhana regina] i'll miss you all k. take caree! (x

281004. that's it. da end. hope ya'll enjoyed the times we've been together. hugging and crying and everything. hahahas. saddd. i'll rmb ya'll. i love you all!

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