noone tag.
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nothing to think about.
nothing exists anymore.
shh.
today
was a shock
to her
and to me
oh wells..
think it was meant to be that she'll know it
hahahhh
well although this sad day was real bad
i reallie appreciate everything you ppl did
lemme tell ya
the letter rocks.
i wanted to go and hug ya all
the very moment i finished reading it.
was so touching
reallie i was touched
treasure em belle..
next came da sweet
just a sweet
what's so great?
well it made a big difference
i dunno why
but it meant alot
and it's..
in ma bag now (:
thanks sheena.
stayed in class after school
alone..
listening to jay
blasting da music
totally forgot there was pc meeting
well i had cramps anyway.
but it was fun
da radio all ta yurself
den laters
had teachers day rehearsal
URGH
whatever
den choir comm meeting
whatever.
had a lift out
thanks ta huiyi and qianyi.
hehh (:
met leeza they all
well tuition nv fails ta brighten up my day
count maself lucky there was tuition today.
(:
i realised what a hp idiot i was.
hehh..
at night.
i mean just now.
went out
sorta celebrated xiner's bday
although we only played vball
and badminton
hahh only yuan clara and xiner were theree
but nvm
oh my
everything was so spastic
i mean it
hahahhahh
my very first big wide smile in da day
or maybe weeks
well whatever.
then came da rain
so we hid
mm..
and went home.
so here i am now.
tiredd
dunno what hwk there is
heck.
left ma maths in school.
heck.
too tired ta care.
i wonder if i reallie hate love tt much.
maybe im just lying to myself.
since when did i love love?
oh whatever hahahhh
i hate
falsehopes.
they nv realise..
please stop being so naive.
thinking that it'll happen?!
hahh how stupid can i get.
i dun need you
tt's da truth
actually.
yeahh.. i believe.
i dun need anyone.
when it's time to come it will
so please dun expect too much
or hope too muchh
it's not good for ma health.
i realised it was not real
i just thought she was real nice
tts all
so dun get da wrong idea
i always wanted someone who cares
does it matter anymore?